-Linnea-

There were those times when i want the future to come so soon.
But, suddenly, ever since i have known how to lose in a game just to be with you, i want the world and time to stand still for both of us.
The more you hold me, the more you touch me, the more you kiss me: how i would like the universe to be frozen in time, so, that moment would never come to an end.

And this morning, i realized that this is wrong: What the eyes don’t see, the heart does not grieve over.
Because, if we are far from the person we love most, everything around reminds us of them.
And my heart has been grieving so much that i am always reminded of you, and that today you are not here with me.
And for me, what my eyes don’t see, my heart does grieve over.

i lost my patience

so text me no more…
:c

love fills this moment,

there is hunger between our souls

and desire between our bodies.

i lay bare.

you lay bare too.

you get on top of me

slowly making sure that you see evry inch of me.

sweat rolls down over our faces,

down to our necks,

and down to our legs.

your holding me so tight

like im so fragile,

and im olding you so close

like ill never let go.

this is the time

to let go

of everything that holds us back.

i feel your body moving on top of me.

and it feels so good.

i can hear your whisper;

your calling my name

and it lingers in my head.

i hear your heavy breathing

and i give back the same.

love eases our fears.

and i can see the dawn

as it breaks the horizon.

i can see the moon fades

and

why

you

too.

Sa makulay na payong

At sa hinabing bayong,

Diyan daw sya umusbong

At lumaki sa kangkong.

Ang pobre na si Inday

Laging dala ang suklay

Salaming hindi tunay

At pulbos ng mataray.

Daster na walang manggas

Tanging suot ng pantas,

Parisan pa ng medyas

Na bedeng butas-butas.

Araw-araw sa nayon

Si Inday naroroon

Upang sya ay magpasyon

Sa limos at donasyon.

Sadyang kahamak-hamak

Sa mundo ng mga uwak,

Ang taong walang hawak

Patuloy winawasak.

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
He ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
And history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
and kissed me 'til the mornin' light, the mornin' light
and he kissed me 'til the mornin' light

Samson went back to bed
not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first

i have learned yesterday about one of my closest cousins’ death.

HAPPY Trip Jerome!
Don’t worry, He will be there.

doesn’t mean we cant hang out!!
hekhek…

he got a girlfriend by the way…

at the top of this mountain

i stretched my arms wide open.

every stria on my skin

embraces the dawn that breaks the horizon.

for the sake of illusion,

i thought it was a golden morning.

yet, for the sake of passion,

i learned there wasn’t any morning for us.

nostalgia is almost all over me

under this mooonless night.

insomia has been eating me,

while i wait for this droopy sun.

this catatonic body

will soon pull-over her revolution.

and only there, in hereafter,

we shall be one.

Sa ilog na nagiging bato ang anumang mahulog;

hayaan mong umagos ang pag-ibig na lubos.

Sa mga punong hindi kailanman yayabong;

yakapin mo ako katulad ng mga sanga nito.

Sa kalangitang nagbabadya ng ulan;

turuan mong lumipad ng maluwalhati ang diwa.

Sa mga bundok na walang pumapasok;

sabayan mo akong hanapin ang kapalaran.

Sa mga nanunuyo’t nalalantang bulaklak;

halikan mo ang nauuhaw kong puso.

At sa bawat pagsikat ng araw sa Silangan;

isayaw mo ko sa lumulubog na buwan.